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Sunday, 05 October 2008

  • FREEFALL

    thousand faces

    hidden behind

    those clouds

    fluttering heart

    is echoing love

    to soar desires

    for a glimpse

    of a pilgrimage voyage

    alone in sea of past

    to flee an angel message

    thrashed somewhere

    in redundant earthy needs

    just to welcome unknowingly

    - a freefall from heaven above!

    ~ nidhi

Tuesday, 05 August 2008

  • CRYPTIC DILEMMA

     

    I begged whole night

    thinking

    how much I need to cry,

    to create a flow

    to carry his hopes

    from asylum of dead desires

    to elysian of lively passions.

    I begged whole night

    telling him

    I am a very weak soul

    for he sees my vitality of tears

    and not frailty of my abundant smile.

    I begged whole night

    making him to realize

    how it feels

    to see melting of snow….

    how it feels when

    tears drop without a reason….

    I begged whole night

    till day dawned with cloud

    till my eyes dried without lashes

    till my lips stitched with umbilical cord

    till my mouth is puffed with ashes…….

    I begged and I crawled

    into his lap only for shelter….

    covering my body and soul

    meditatively with cushion of a thought

    - May be the artist of mannequin

    knows better about her

    rather than

    what mannequin thinks about herself.

    ~nidhi

Tuesday, 29 July 2008

  • WHY ARE PROMISES MADE?

    Why are promises made? Why we need to give assurance for the future to someone? Does it not create some sort of obligation, some binding in the relationship? Why don’t we just go and give all the feelings to the relationship in such a way that both the sides know some silent, unsaid promises will always be kept. Promises have captured such an important part of our life, infact I am feeling that the foundation of all the pious relationship starts with ‘promises’.

     

    I see myself in mirage of your promises

    rather than in mirror which you hold.

    Why are promises made?

    Has the sky also promised mother

    to shower rain,

    light the night with stars and moon?

    Has the air also promised the leaves

    for thrilling life,

    unending growth and balmy love?

    May be yes,

    May be a promise made in silence!

    Why are promises made?

     

    Why enigma spirals around my life

    And you need to give me

    derision binding with some subtle words

    languid in falseness.

    I collect your warm raindrop promises

    on my palm, hiding it from sun

    But with a fear when barren will appear,

    these raindrops will turn vultures

    gashing every portion of my soul.

    I can’t see now ladder of your promises

    but derision binding of my expectations.

     

    Why are promises made?

    You always draw love aroma by promises

    Assuring me that you are always by my side

    You are just a treacherous hunter, hunting my dreams

    Please, don’t bind me….

    Even I know you are just bystander

    But I love to hear your words,

    these falseness, meaningless

    even when I know they are metaphors, fairy tales!

    I love when you captivate me within promise bars

    and I love to shout, “Why are promises made?”

    ~nidhi

Tuesday, 15 July 2008

  • SOMETIMES I THINK, BELIEVE AND WONDER...

     

    Sometimes I think

    to fictionize myself

    as that trendy girl

    making my life

    little bit daedal

    little bit elemental

    sometimes I feel

    to vomit out complexity

    believing mystery is what

    you love to solve.

    The inquisitive mystery in

    my vibrant lipstick

    my blackish mascara

    or the pinkish blusher.

    with me in salacious dress.

    Sometimes my heart

    makes me to believe

    innocence can never

    give birth to mystery.

    Simplicity cannot shout

    for it is always confined

    in some rigid walls of mind.

    May be I hold somewhere

    some misleading, absurd,

    foolish and adulterated

    definition of ‘innocence’ and ’simplicity’.

    Everyone shouted

    to change, to adapt to be a

    pixyish, whimsical woman.

    I tried and grossed out

    “I have to change to get love”

    But that was not easy

    not because

    my trail was not vigorous

    but because

    I have started to think

    “How I will hold the end?”

    They can make me to learn

    the game rules

    and how to play

    creating mysterious mystery.

    But I am the only one

    to end the game.

    For I always feared void, end,

    the end - beginning of nothingness.

    For I always love to play the game

    with my heart and my soul. 

    I will be the loser

    in both the ways. 

    Sometimes I think,

    If I give my hand to you,

    You will surely hold it

    not because you want to hold it for life

    but because you want to help me

    to cross the road.

    Sometimes I wonder

    ‘crossing the road’ is

    far better and simpler

    than creating the mystery to seize you!

    ~nidhi

Friday, 11 July 2008

  • LUST WITH DEAD HOPE

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    A salty hope

    admixed with sparkling smile

    coming out from mind of diversion

    Seemly gesture given to the sunset

    To welcome night of totality.

                     

    A salty moment

    admixed with mysterious rollickingness

    coming out from mind of mystery

    Freakish behavior given to love

    To welcome blizzard of perplexity.

     

    A salty touch

    admixed with insensate solace

    coming out from salacious ambiance

    Rueful plight given to this enigma

    To welcome some unkown dead hope.

    ~nidhi

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